ahh!

35 days. sarah here...feeling very overwhelmed. more than anything else. im overwhelmed. and i'm saying bye to my "babies" tomorrow. i don't care what anyone says...it's a big deal. at least to me anyway. deagan is 18 months. it's very unlikely he'll feel any true connection to me 3 years from now. that's hard.  he's the most wonderful baby i've ever been around. laila and caden are just wonderful. i love them so much. i'm happy for what's to come. sad for what i'm leaving behind. blah blah. that's just my current mood. blah.

"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny little matters in comparison to what lies within us." Ralph Waldo Emerson